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Inopia

by Sam Hansell

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1.
Are you scared? are you lonely? Were you hoping for more? Are you just bored? A minute ago your brain stopped working and the rest of you followed shortly thereafter Say goodbye to the colours and sounds (I don’t want to) They’re all a dream to you now (I don’t care to) Fancy trying your luck in another town Little piece of advice, I think you oughta hear it You know your brake pedal Is the one on the left Now your car is totalled and your brain’s all mush oh but I’ve got a feeling it was probably already like that I could find you a room more subdued or request you your favourite food there’s a lot I can do but I can’t bring you back to life Your neck’s been broken, your future’s stolen, your cards are folded, creased and crumpled up oh but at last at last, you’re finally here don’t you worry ‘bout your girlfriend, she’ll move on in a year and your fear of missing out it extends to your family and your friends but don’t be sad, don’t feel blue, just give it sixty years and they’ll all be here too Your eyes adorned with shining pennies you look so very nice just paying the price Now I gotta say it was nice to meet you but it’s time I fly, I guess this is goodbye Fare thee well to the colours and sounds (it’s so heady) it’s all a dream to you now (but I’m ready) fancy starting again in another town
2.
Josie Jones 03:37
Only daughter of a dirty old dead beat dad maybe if she ran away she wouldn’t feel so bad his keys in her hand, a suitcase outside on the lawn it’ll be a couple hours till he realizes she is gone Oh well, okay, didn’t want it to end up this way but to stay anyways, in time would leave you crawling out of your mind between the man and the ghost, can’t decide what you hated the most oh Josie Jones sets out on her own She pulled the car out of the driveway all nice and neat despite the fact that the pedals barely reached her feet is it possible to outrun the kind of person you’re afraid you’ll become? and if the cops pull her over then they’ll figure out she’s way too young Oh well, okay, didn’t want it to end up this way but to stay anyways, in time would leave you crawling out of your mind between the man and the ghost, can’t decide what you hated the most oh Josie Jones sets out on her own Sky grew dark round the time she ran out of gas she pulled the car onto a quiet little stretch of grass. Nowhere to stay, nowhere to go, oh no So she’s lying in the backseat listening to the radio Oh well, okay, didn’t want it to end up this way but to stay anyways, in time would leave you crawling out of your mind between the man and the ghost, can’t decide what you hated the most oh Josie Jones sets out on her own
3.
Hanging branches, pale blue skies tiny shells in the water the air is warm so I close my eyes and stay right here a little longer Amongst the foxgloves and daffodils there stands a woman so lovely her picture sits on my windowsill I could never forget her But when the snow falls and it covers everything on the ground when I look up and you’re not around and you feel the same as I do just know nothing changes now ain’t it strange how of all the guys around I’m the one sitting next to you I’ll have to leave soon, but not right now I could stay here forever I could stay here forever I could stay here forever
4.
Unsure we said goodbye at the door once more our faces wet and our customs sore As the moon ran free That day we didn’t end in some lavish way we just held close as the leaves decayed and that was good for me All the clouds hang in limbo, I wish I could give you an answer but there in that room, you could’ve sworn we were dancers and the scraping of our skin, was my only true sin but for ten quiet minutes, you were taking my soul back in Again throwing darts just to stake your claim drying roses to feed the flame and singing songs of love Assured we said goodbye at the door once more with a bit less doubt than we had before as the moon ran free
5.
Splatter 03:51
One step closer behind me, I can feel your heart the creatures here if they smell your fear will tear your limbs apart as we were searching for cover around those castle gates I saw a head with no body attached and I swear I heard it say: The blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more Well the moonlight was pale against the rising tides she said “out here we’ll both be seen, we’d better get inside” so we entered the castle but there inside the hall a phrase was written a thousand times all across the walls The blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more the windows shattered, the deadbolt clattered, the wind blew down the door but the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter, the blood won’t splatter no more Well the creatures got to my baby though she was breathing soft they grabbed ahold of her arms and legs and tore them completely off I tried my hardest to save her but she was begging for death so I wrapped her in moth-worn drapes and squeezed out her last breath Now her blood won’t splatter, her blood won’t splatter, her blood won’t splatter no more the blood won’t splatter, her blood won’t splatter, her blood won’t splatter no more my baby’s gone, I can’t go on, the way I was before but her blood won’t splatter, her blood won’t splatter, her blood won’t splatter no more of that I’m sure of that I’m sure
6.
Old friend this is our last stand, how I hate to see you go a botched run and a smoking gun is all we have to show the cops all shout from their speakers come out were we can see ya when we step out from these walls that’s the end of it all So as the end nears, I gotta say dear it’d be a pleasure to stay here forever but we’ll run for the exit and break to the left and I’m sorry to say it but we’ll never make it Philadelphia PA is not the kindest place when your money’s running low and is Hanauma Bay just as blue as they say? I guess we’ll never know ‘cause the teller reached for the alarm so I pulled my trigger now he’s gone he had it coming you say but I don’t see it that way So as the end nears, I gotta say dear it’d be a pleasure to stay here forever but we’ll run for the exit and break to the left and I’m sorry to say it but we’ll never make it You know how you were saying that you were tired of all this snowing? well don’t worry cause I know it’ll be hot where we’re going I’ve had my sins but none have been quite like this Oh and when his family turns on the TV they’ll see a man, 43, he was killed by yours truly the dread in their eyes when they finally realize I can picture their faces, god switch our places do you remember all those years ago on that park on the hill by your home? we’ll never be that young or good again I never thought this would be how it ends Old friend this is our last stand
7.
Quicksand 06:24
Quiet room, eyes of red a silhouette across the bed when I’m awake, my chest feels strange and the air I gasp for seems out of range a locust swarm blots out the sun just look at what I’ve become A fight broke out as I recall we danced till three over something small I know I should’ve bit my tongue but I lost my cool, I came undone the seas have dried the sun has set but I’m not ready yet Don’t pack it up don’t throw this away please stay On sinking sand I stand my ground but I fear our home is burning down as ash and ember fall to the floor I watch you exit and then close the door the engine starts the car pulls out but I’m too tired to shout
8.
Sleep won’t come it shows itself but it won’t stick around tonight I’ll take a walk away from all the sidewalk cracks and flickering lights the city’s loud and humming from the midnight crowd as they pulse and throb so I’ll go down to the river where I’ll someday drown where all is quiet now Off in the distance I can see the cityscape soft-edged shadows all begin to take their shape and when you spoke each whispered vow and hollered joke they rang so clear and I’m still here but it’s different now you’re not around and all is quiet now In Berlin like antennae, a steeple scrapes the autumn sky for 80 years it transmitted the sweetest songs to you and I go up the stairs with whispered prayers and open up the belfry doors and look around, no carillonneur to be found so all is quiet now It’s long abandoned said the foreman to his men the charges are planted just flip the lever when I say when you spoke each whispered vow and hollered joke they rang so clear and I’m still here but it’s different now you’re not around all’s quiet now if I could trade a lifetime for a single day I’d choose the time we felt the sea and listened to the crash of waves but time’s gone by and so all is quiet now and so all is quiet now
9.
Clerambault 08:56
You’ve got such grace such talent, such wonder and beauty beyond all I’ve ever seen trapped inside my tv screen I saw you you were calling out for me I’ve seen every show and I’ve bought every movie your promotional tie-in cereal boxes too my eyes turn green for the few so lucky to share your screen and speak with you St. Raphael patron of lovers has yet to answer any of my calls I fear he hasn’t got the balls to help me that bastard wants to see me crawl So I’m no longer waiting tonight I’ll come find you the tabloids have told me where you live my spontaneity I hope you can forgive, my lover I’m turning off all the lights I’m out the door, into the night Oh how I want you like the needle wants the skin and it’s so strangely haunting how my life’s halfway gone and yet it’s finally beginning Your mansion is gated but your porch light’s inviting it whispers words I long to hear to think of all those pointless years I suffered you know it brings me close to tears Now I would not consider myself an athlete but scaling that fence was quite the easy time there’s not a wall I wouldn’t climb to reach you but it’s a shame that I can’t fly So I crawled through your window and I pulled myself in and at long last I’m finally with you, yeah you’re oh so near but there’s terror dripping down your face and a phone up to your ear Why don’t you know me? do you think I’m a stranger? I came to give you all my best but I’ll plunge the knife into your chest, I’m sorry what do you get for all this persistence just some sirens wailing in the distance? Oh to see you like this it’s just too horrid to observe and I don’t know what awaits me but in the end I confess it’s probably what I deserve There aren’t many channels here where I’m staying but at least they’ve got the evening news and the top story says “critical condition, more details coming soon” what can I say or think or do So with my contraband chisel I’ll etch the contours of your face on the wall that stands between me and you and I can’t help but feel so blue about it I’m filled with a deep abhorrence for these feelings of unimportance Oh do you love me after all I put you through and if some day I make it out there do you think we could talk and maybe both start anew If it’s fate that says what’s right and who is whose then your love is far too good for me to lose but perhaps there is a chance that I’ve been wrong if that’s the case then I guess I’m finally where I belong
10.
Inopia 05:47
Meet me at ten, I’ve got a tough course of action lets throw in the towel, I’ve had too much of this place the people you know would not understand why we’re leaving hop a train when they look away hop a train when they look away My father’s a prick, he’s got his thumb on my future your mother’s insane, she’d lock you up if she could but when we’re alone, we’ll just belong to each other can’t you see that my word is good? can’t you see that my word is good Now others may fall to their frames and surroundings but they’ll tell you nothing is wrong but when we come back, if we come back, things will be better and we’ll be singing a different song Summer job dough can buy you a small wood-fire cabin it can get you new clothes, cut your hair, change your name you can be Jane and I’ll be Ernesto and we’ll toast to a well played game yeah we’ll toast to a well won game Coffee and tea, I pour my milk from the carton what a surprise to see your face on the side pass me the scissors, this one’s for the scrapbook can’t you see that we’re finally free? can’t you see that we’re finally free

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released October 19, 2023

All songs arranged and produced by Sam Hansell
except Trailing Arbutus, As The Moon Ran Free and Last Dance In December arranged and produced by
Sam Hansell and Aiden Wiebe

Recorded by Sam Hansell and Wieben
Mixed by Wieben
All songs recorded at Western University, December 2022 - April 2023

Executive producer: Aiden Wiebe
Recording engineer: Wieben
Assistant engineers: Adam Boehmer, Javier Rueda and Tom Carmichael
Mastered by Jedi Jay Hodgson
Assistant mastering engineer: Edward Seo

Sam Hansell: Vocals, guitars, bass guitar, piano, synth
Wieben: Fretless bass, synth, shaker, slide guitar, effects
Manuel Thomas: Drumkit
Cora: Drumkit
Ricky Chee: Tenor saxophone, alto saxophone
Mary-Maria Bourdeau: Piano, viola
Helen Faucher: Violin
Julianne Breen: Cello
Hunter Stull: Backing vocals
Marzieh Darling-Donnelly: Backing vocals
Iris Janssen: Backing vocals
Matthew Cinquina: Glockenspiel, tubular bells

Album cover concept & design by Sam Hansell

Management: Emanuella Stratas
Promotions: Roma Macdonald

Special thanks to Marzieh Darling-Donnelly, Truaxe Fox, Chloe Butler-Stubbs, Declan Korda, C. Le Donne and Jacob Conrad

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Sam Hansell London, Ontario

Sam Hansell is a singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist from Hamilton, Ontario. He writes songs that deal with themes of loss and escape. Whether in the form of first-person perspective autobiographical songs or fictional third-person story songs, his lyrics are delivered through various musical styles, from fast punk rock to slower folk ballads. ... more

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